FML! AGAIN?!

I've been kind of MIA lately and I must confess....It is because I fell off the wagon yet again and I smoked.  I have been spending most of my free time reading my quit smoking book at my desk and I only have about 30 pages left to go.  Supa and I are smoking our LAST cigarette on Sunday night and then we will be clean once again.  I swear, this smoking shit will not be the death of me.  I understand now that I'm a drug addict.  I cannot have "just one" cigarette or Black & Mild or any other nicotine product.  Damnit, I can't believe we started AGAIN! 

No worries.  We're ready.  Ready to be free from the slavery of smoking yet AGAIN. 

On a happier note, it is Friday!  YAY!  I don't have huge plans for this weekend....

Supa is off on Saturday, shocker!  I'm taking Dazzle with me to get our hair cut first thing in the morning.  Neon will stay home with his Daddy, probably playing some video game together that I don't approve of.  LOL, boys. 

Then we are probably going to take the kids somewhere to eat lunch and then hopefully stay home the rest of the day and just RELAX!  I'm really looking forward to the RELAX part.

Sunday, I have absolutely no plans and I'm happy about that.  If the weather is nice, I might convince the kids to go walk around the flea market with me.  We'll see. 

I have been on the treadmill every single day since last weekend when Supa helped me move the treadmill to the office.  It really sucks that I'm trying to exercise and I can't breath from smoking.  GRRRR!!!  BUT I have lost 4 lbs. this week so far.  :)  I'm working on everything all at one time.  I'm good under pressure ;)

I have to cut this short so I can finish up my very important book...

I hope everyone has a lovely smoke free weekend!!!

Love,

Apple